It’s not your imagination – the confusion, the emotional rollercoaster, the self-doubt. The stages of narcissistic abuse are confusing and challenging but believe it or not they have a cycle that you can predict and break.
The stages of narcissistic abuse are defined by the tactic used by a narcissist to manipulate and control you. They will use gaslighting, blame shifting, and future faking to name a few tools.
But all of the stages of narcissistic abuse are in a cycle.
The stages of narcissistic abuse can take away your self worth and self confidence and make you lose who you truly are, if the cycle is not stopped.
The psychological toll can even lead you to lose all value in your life, I can personally attest to that.
A narcissist’s abuse isn’t a one-time event, it is a constant firing of small to large attacks that will eat away at your psyche to the extent that you can literally believe you are losing your mind.
And when it is coming in a pattern consistent with the stages of narcissistic abuse, is when it can be the most dangerous to your self-worth.
If you pay close attention to a narcissist you can start to see a pattern, you will see the stages of narcissistic abuse.
If you pay close enough attention you can start to predict the pattern and even see the manipulation as it’s occurring.
The stages of narcissistic abuse can be explained but it’s up to you to pay attention so you can start to find the pattern and see how to break their cycle once and for all.
Knowledge of the stages of narcissistic abuse is the first step towards stopping the abuse and beginning the healing process. I hope this information helps you start on your own personal healing journey.
Why Understanding the Stages Narcissistic Abuse Is Crucial
Yes some people make jerk moves or say something nasty but the difference with a narcissist is that they do these things in a pattern. It’s not a one time thing, it’s repetitive. It’s like they whip you regularly but with words.
If you are able to spot the pattern and the cycle though, it is game changing, you can start to protect yourself knowing what is coming next, and half the time in the abuse that is the hard part, the things that come out of the blue and the mood shift.
These are the stages of narcissistic abuse, this isn’t your fault and you are not alone. You are just now seeing what you couldn’t see before because you are regularly blinded by the love bombing.
Once you have awareness though which is essential to breaking free. The game starts to change. You can empower yourself with knowledge and then use your knowledge to navigate yourself to freedom.
In an attempt to break the stages of narcissistic abuse the more you know the better prepared you are to protect yourself.
The Stages of Narcissistic Abuse Explained
1. Idealization Stage (Love-Bombing)
This is where you get to feel that special feeling that you deserve, but unfortunately it is short lived. It feels like you are the only thing that matters in the word. It comes on fast which is the red flag you can watch for. And it ends just as fast.
This stage is designed to make you fall in love and get addicted to the attention. When you are being devalued it will hit even harder after getting this attention and affection. That is what this stage is designed for, to lift you up to drop you farther down to earth.
You will be able to notice the over the top praising, affection, and attention. It feels like you’re in high school again but it feels like it’s moving too fast. Most likely it is. If they are saying the L word on the 3rd date. RUN!
This stage also instills dependency, like you know they will always be there for you and will always help you. And you trust you can tell them anything, they listen so well. But that is what they are trying to build, but rapidly because they need supply.
If a relationship feels too good to be true in the beginning it probably is. You are not in love with someone in a week and a half, that takes time. You can however be in love with the idea of being in this relationship. Know the difference and watch for the red flag.
2. Devaluation Stage
The devaluation stage of narcissistic abuse is like being told anything and everything you might or might not have done wrong in the span of 30 minutes at the will of the Narcissist who is making you feel this way. Doesn’t this sound like the relationship of dreams?
A narcissist uses flaws like swords that they can stab you with when you are getting out of line or not providing them with their supply. They took all your weaknesses and vulnerabilities in those loving conversations and they are now weapons.
As if we are not self conscious enough that we need to be reminded of our inadequacies on a regular basis and have that part of us highlighted. Yes everyone has flaws, it’s called being human.
When an emotionally developed individual is involved, our flaws are fine to be exposed.They will even help you with them and comfort you.
This was a huge life lesson for me, and what I like to refer to as my daddy issues. I grew up with narcissistic parents, so I was never good enough for my father. I spent my entire childhood trying to find ways to be enough for him to be proud of me even just for a moment.
So when I got married of course that’s what I was still searching for. In the beginning I thought I had found it. But it was during the devaluation phase (that still haunts me even today). That is when I learned anything I had ever told him could be used to hurt me.
This hit me like a gut punch of red flags. Something as natural and healthy as having built a relationship and opening up to someone all of a sudden felt toxic to me. I went through a shut down phase after this realization of not sharing, scared to be hurt.
You see during the devaluation phase something as simple as a physical flaw can become a trigger. I had a mole on my stomach and he would constantly tease me about it to the point I wouldn’t wear a 2 piece swim suit because you could see it and he would make fun of me.
I went to the extent of having it removed claiming it was because I wanted it done. Which by that point I did. Of course there is a scare and now that is the target of ridicule.
I finally started wearing a 2 piece again about a year ago. No, I didn’t have the body for it, but I also didn’t care, he isn’t around to ridicule me and I actually got compliments.
Freedom isn’t only about doing what you want to do when you want to do it. It’s about regaining the confidence to do things. One of the biggest learning hurdles we go through as survivors. That most of the time we don’t even realize we are battling.
I think the red flag to watch for is the first time they start making fun of something honestly. It will start out as a cute little inside joke, but then it starts to become public, and then it starts to become what makes people laugh
And that’s when it’s too late, you are now self conscious of whatever this absolutely normal human feature is on you. And when they need a weapon to use to manipulate you, this sword is ready to slice you.
This has a cycle in and of itself. It starts as a cute little joke, then it becomes a sudden criticism. Then a comparison, then mood swings set it off. I’ve already told you about my tummy mole so let’s use that as an example. It started as how cute it was and how it was original and only I had it.
Thank goodness swimsuit season hit during devaluation season. As I put on my bikini I’m asked if it would be better if I wore a one piece because that would hide my mole. Um I never thought about it before, oh but now I am.
He also needs to mention how “some friend of ours” could pull that off but I should stick to the one piece because of my mole. I had worn a 2 piece with a 20 year old body up until then. I thought it was appropriate. That was the last time I wore a bikini for the next 29 years,
One of the first things I bought after the truck was a bikini XL but I bought it and wore it. And no matter what I looked like I felt good and sometimes that’s all that matters. Once I left my narcissist I found this thing some people call self confidence I refer to it as my fuck him attitude.
It’s like a new super power. If he disapproves or discourages me, I’m 200% more likely to do it, even if I’m scared. I’ve overcome so many fears with this attitude and hypnotherapy. I even started having confidence in myself.
It feels weird. I truly some days feel like a child again trying to learn how to function. But still new and exciting. I even learned it’s ok to have pancakes and ice cream for dinner. No matter what anyone says as long as it makes you happy.
But no worries we still had the private cute little jokes and jabs about the mole, even after it was gone. It was so sweet then, but in public it became a full target of embarrassment. Throughout our relationship more and more things would be like this mole. As I look back this is where it started.
3. Control and Manipulation
The narcissist needs to use tools to maintain their control, if you can imagine isolation as a fence they are building around you. A keep out sign and all, this is when they are turning people against you.
Not because of anything you did or said, but when the narc gets involved, manipulated stories come about. The narc can not have people believing you about them so they need to isolate you to keep you hushed so they can make sure their version of events comes out not yours..
They will also utilize guilt tripping to maintain control. Obviously a normal human being would naturally feel guilty about hurting someones feelings, a narc will use this to make you feel bad for them, because they diid something and you called them on it.
This will also bring in blame shifting. They did something bad, you reacting like a normal person and them not getting their way, makes whatever this whole thing is your fault according to them.
Obviously in all of these situations you feel emotionally indebted to the narc tightening their emotional grip on you. While confusing you on how true feelings are supposed to be expressed, and what exactly did you do wrong?
But with this, you are no longer looking at what the narc did so they are off the hook. This keeps victims walking on eggshells, we don’t know what we did but according to them we did something wrong. It’s just that the rules keep changing and so does the blame of who did wrong.
4. Discard Stage
The moment my narc said “I don’t care how you feel”, which in all honesty he probably said before, but it hit me this time. He really doesn’t care how I feel, as long as I am a loyal servant and do as I’m told.
This is an example of the coldness a narc can express, it can come with abrupt withdrawal and abandonment. This is almost like them trying to put you in your place, so you will again make sure that their needs are being met.
This could be a temporary discard to get you back into your manipulated mindset and become the loyal servant again, or if they have found a stronger supply this could be the final discard.
Victims are left feeling shattered and confused. Feeling not worthy of love. But the fact is, we deserve a love a narc can not even understand, because they do not know what feelings are. They think they are a pressure point in us to get what they want.
5. Hoovering (Optional/Recurring)
A narc will admit something happened and give an “apology” or use their charm to pull their victim back in. When they need supply and can’t find it elsewhere, they know they can always lure you back in with a fake apology or their charm.
If you give in though it re-engages the abuse cycle right from the love bombing phase and continues on. If you didn’t stop it in this cycle, keep notes so the next time you know what to look for.
These notes were a huge help when I was trying to analyze my narcs behavior. I finally started piecing it together. Realizing some of the gaslighting and discard statements were actually used repeatedly word for word. Almost like brainwashing.
The red flag to watch for to identify the hoovering is the emotional whiplash and fake promises used by the narc. I mean literally they love and adore you today and want to run away for the weekend.
Tomorrow after their needs are met, um they all of a sudden can do with or without you. In fact they think they need some space. It’s moving too fast and that weekend get away he promised, why don’t we wash his car and clean it instead or paint the fence. Maybe another time.
The Psychological Impact of the Abuse Cycle Trauma bonding: Emotional addiction to abuser.
Little known fact. Victims of narcissistic abuse suffer from PTSD and CPTSD.Yes we have emotional dysregulation, flashbacks, intrusive thoughts, nightmares, and heightened anxiety. Why wouldn’t we, we’ve walked on eggshells our entire relationship.
The loss of your self identity is probably one ot the hardest parts to overcome and the part that you never saw happening. You honestly don’t truly know what you like and dislike, once you’re free.
You’ve been dictated what you like and don’t like, so that’s what you think is real. You experience chronic anxiety about am I’m going to choice the one I like. I wish the narc was here to make the decision for me, he knows me better than I know me.
We’ve all been there and had that same feeling and that’s what leads us into our depression. The facts are the narc programmed us to believe that they know what we need and want better than we do.
With us believing this we never expect anything more than the bare minimum or less that they have programmed us to accept as what we like and enjoy. In fact we probably hate it, we just aren’t allowed to show our true self without consequences.
With our programmed belief system in place breaking the cycle becomes extremely difficult. If you believe the sky is green in your heart, how far would you fight to convince someone else it’s green not blue?
When you are trying to break the cycle with a narcissist, you believe that it is a healthy relationship you are ending. They have programmed you that you are the luckiest person in the world to have them.
This is why it is so essential to break the cycle, each time you repeat the cycle to programming goes deeper. So while it’s hard now it gets harder later.
How to Break the Cycle of Narcissistic Abuse
1. Acknowledge the Abuse
Denial of narcissist abuse is common, we have been programmed by our that this is normal and natural.That our thoughts are not accurate, and that they know best. We have gone to training camp to learn that they control us and our emotions.
That is why it is so important to validate your experience(s). You need to acknowledge what happened, and how it made you feel. Your feelings are valid and they should help to lead you to what you want.
By validating your feelings/emotions you are taking the first step in re-establishing control of yourself, this is something the narc doesn’t want, they know how amazing you are and if you realize it, you won’t want someone as pathetic as them and the way they treat you
2. Set Boundaries or Go No Contact
I know this sounds hard and trust me the narc is going to tell you “You’re being childish” But it is the most healing thing you can do for yourself. As most of us can attest, we still hear their voices in our heads saying “You can’t do that, you need me”.
While that is in our heads, if we keep letting ourselves hear it out loud to by the narc, its memory is never going to start to fade away. Keeping us in the belief that we do need them and we can accept being treated this way.
With the distance of no contact and boundaries you can start the healing process of putting the horrible things they programmed in us to fade away like a distant memory instead of having to look at it like our 10am appointment of verbal abuse and ridicule.
During the no contact is the best time to start establishing your boundaries, this is where you can actually take the time and analyze what is and is not ok and how do you put up a fence to protect you from the not ok.
3. Seek Professional Help
When I first left my narc, I grasped for someone who could understand what I had been through, what I found there wasn’t anyone, our friends and family hadn’t been through what I had and couldn’t understand what I was going through.
Keep in mind the gaslighting wasn’t just to you it was to everyone. The narc needs to maintain a perfect image of superiority so everyone else has been manipulated just like you to believe the narc is always right.
Therapists, support groups, coaches, and even someone at a grocery store that understands narcissism. You need help through this. (NOT FROM THE NARC) or anyone they are still in contact with, these are now flying monkeys.
Professionals are great for the one on one things you don’t feel completely ready to talk about. With a therapist or counselor you can work through the big tough issues of the healing process with guidance and non-biased educated opinion.
Support groups are a game changer as well, this is where you can find your tribe. Imagine a group of people that have lived through the same type of abuse. This is an excellent place to find a tribe that you can heal alongside and talk openly.
And of course coaches. As a coach our job is to guide you with real time and real life advice. If you are lost and not sure of your direction to go, you can not let someone tell you the direction, but a coach can help you find what direction YOU want/need to go, to keep moving forward.
4. Rebuild Self-Esteem and Identity
If you are leaving an abuser, you most likely feel pretty down about yourself. I know I did. I thought I was the ugliest, most horrible person in the world, and don’t worry if you ask your narc. They will let you know how amazingly horrible and ugly you are.
But that’s not the truth. The truth is you were abused and injured. If you cut your knee open you would clean up the wound and put a band aid on there and let it heal. You have all these cuts in your feelings/emotions/heart/soul you need to tend to your wounds.
The use of affirmations and motivational words is a huge help. There are several available online or you can find printed ones as well. I also use music and playlists depending on my feelings.
Taking time for self care should be considered mandatory. Think back to the amount of time and care you had to put into tending to the needs of your abuser. A minimum of that amount of time per day should be now devoted to you and your self care.
Now the hard question, What do YOU like to do in your spare time? Yes you need self care but you also need to know what you like to do. Whether it’s going to a fitness class or craft class or just walking on trails. Do what you enjoy and take time to find what you enjoy.
5. Educate Yourself
Nowadays there are so many ways to find information on narcissism. Like www.themarymcconnell.com . Social media, pod casts, and traditional books and seminars. The thing is learn about it. Identify what you went through and how it affected you.
While there are a lot of similarities in narcissists. When you start to see that others have experienced the same thing it helps you to heal, knowing it wasn’t you like they said in fact it was them all along.
6. Journal and Reflect
Track everything you can, when you are experiencing high emotions things you remember can be distorted or elements forgotten by keeping a journal you’re now able to recover the full memory and get it out of your head and onto paper.
Track your progress. You don’t just go to bed one night and wake up healed and ready for a new life. It takes time and ups and downs all along the way. Track everything you are feeling and thinking about. Bring it up with your therapist or in a group or with a coach..
The idea behind all this tracking is to help identify triggers and boundaries ultimately. How do you know what you won’t tolerate, if you’ve tolerated a behavior before and haven’t accepted that it’s not ok with you?
You will most likely step right back into the same dynamic of a relationship if you haven’t solved those questions, simply because of the fact that it’s comfortable. No not the abusive part but the gaslighting is what you were trained to believe love was right???
Final Thoughts
The stages of narcissistic abuse are real, they are not your imagination; by learning the stages of narcissistic abuse you can see the predictability.
When you know the stages of narcissistic abuse you can plan ahead on how to get yourself out of the cycle and into a new cycle of freedom and healing.
The predictability comes from figuring out what cycle of the stages of narcissistic abuse you are in currently and being able to know what’s next.
If you know that you are currently in the control/manipulation stage of narcissistic abuse you can prepare yourself emotionally for the discard stage, etc.
Once you have the predictability down you can start to find a strategy to jump off of this cycle of stages of narcissistic abuse and move on to a new cycle of your healing.
Healing and recovering from narcissistic abuse is possible but you have to believe in yourself, and yes I know that was the hardest thing for me to believe in during my journey.
Once I started to trust myself, I was able to understand what I was learning, and could see the stages of narcissistic abuse, which led me to my healing stages.
You deserve peace, happiness, and a sense of self-worth. But healing can’t begin if you keep exposing yourself to the cause of the illness, so you need to find a way to break free to heal.
When you are constantly in and out of the stages of narcissistic abuse, you are basically getting hit with illness after illness without a chance to recover from the last one.
Above and beyond whether you leave or not. Remember to give yourself love. You should love the strength you’ve had to get through what you’ve been going through,
That same strength is enough to get you free. And you should be damn proud of how strong you are! You have survived the stages of narcissistic abuse designed to destroy you.
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Remember: You deserve love that feels safe, not chaotic. You deserve respect, not manipulation. You deserve healing, and it’s possible. 💙
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