Narcissistic Victim Syndrome or (NVS) is not just a quick fix diagnosis of your mental status. This is a condition caused by prolonged abuse. Your mental health has been damaged by the words they said and the thoughts they planted in your mind.
If you take NVS to the most basic level. Do you remember learning the alphabet? It was repeated over and over until you learned it. Well the abuse was the same. The constant gaslighting that causes you to not believe others, is just one example.
This is often overlooked as being depressed or having anxiety because yes you do but you have other symptoms that they forgot to investigate because well depression and anxiety are common and easily treated.
You need to be fully aware of all aspects of Narcissistic Victim Syndrome. From the symptoms to the treatments. Not only to help you help yourself but also to be able to better explain yourself to your health care providers.
What Is Narcissistic Victim Syndrome?
NVS develops over time. It reflects the mental deterioration that occurs when you are subjected to long term abuse. Yes narcissistic abuse can lead to a deterioration in your psychological wellbeing.
While NVS is not a medical code that can be used for treatment. Mental health professionals are starting to use this diagnosis more frequently to guide in the path of healing and recovery.
After leaving an abusive situation you will experience PTSD, which is the shock of what you went through as well as the flashbacks and memories. With NVS you are addressing the parts of you that were eaten away mentally while you were being abused.
To me it’s like PTSD is there to remind you of what you lived through. And NVS is the fixing of what was eaten away of your mental and emotional being.
When a narcissist whether it be a parent, partner, or co-worker, each time they tell you you are not enough, it sticks a little bit. The more you hear it the more it will eat away at your mind and soul. NVS therapy plans help to rebuild what was eaten away.
7 Key Symptoms of Narcissistic Victim Syndrome
After leaving an abusive situation, watch for these symptoms to determine if you may need to talk to a professional about Narcissistic Victim Syndrome.
1. Constant self-doubt and confusion - After the narcissist has made all your decisions, it is a hurdle to overcome, but if you are feeling confused and not trusting yourself to make decisions this is from the abuse and it’s ok, you just need to heal and try to make decisions.
When I first left my abuser. I flew to Florida but I needed a car. I went with full intentions of buying a responsible SUV just like he would have wanted. But something happened when I got to the dealership.
There was a lifted F150, a pick up truck. I was never allowed to have one while I was married. So I scrapped buying the SUV and bought the truck. I love my truck more and more everyday because it’s what I wanted, not what I was allowed to drive.
1. Emotional numbness or detachment - Honey you just went through an emotional enduro run. Your emotions are all over the place, not sure of what is right and what is wrong, what is true love and what is more abuse. Take time to let your emotions heal.
During my first attempts at dating it was hard to have the emotions of a normal relationship. I kept expecting the abuse so I would never fully commit to someone. I was scared of the pain again. And the first sign of hurt on the horizon I cut and ran with no explanation.
1. Guilt for standing up for yourself - You were taught by the narcissist of where your place was. It was to answer and defend them. But now you get to give that same fight to yourself. It feels weird in the beginning, but you need to stand up for yourself.
Since I’ve started sharing my story publicly I have been threatened repeatedly to take down what I post, because it’s embarrassing. Is it though? Not for me. For me I hope to help others get out of the situation I was in. What my narc thinks doesn’t matter to me anymore.
1. Hypervigilance and anxiety - Oh yes. I call this the zoomies. Yes, just like a puppy who doesn’t know what to do with the energy and zooms all over. You are scared and that is normal. What you’re doing is hard and scary. But you are doing it. Take a deep breath.
You got this. I thought they were full blown panic attacks for a while. But as I adjusted to this new idea I could think for myself they started to go away. I no longer had to justify my decisions to my abuser. It is truly freeing.
1. Low self-esteem and identity loss - You have been degraded for your entire relationship. Unfortunately it does sink into your brain, the horrible things that you were told about yourself. As you get away and stop hearing it. The truth does come out. You are enough.
I had no idea who I was when I left. I had to find myself, and what I was good at and what made me happy. You are getting a chance to define yourself and when you do it organically the self esteem comes back and you start to find yourself. Only the happy version.
1. Isolation from friends and support networks - This is a hard part of the leave. Friends and family are being gaslit by the narc. They are being manipulated, and unfortunately right now you need to save you. If they were true friends they would be there.
I have no shame in saying I lost 30 years of friends and family that I thought would always be there for me. It was hard, I did have to do this on my own. But what I realized is that these people are just as sick as I was. I just can’t save them while I’m trying to save myself.
And truth be told some of them do not want help, the narc during our divorce went above and beyond to love bomb everyone in our lives to his view. It showed the true character of the people I was involved with and how sick their minds are after the narc’s influence.
1. Replaying conversations and seeking validation - This is a common hobby for abuse victims. We try to figure out what we could have done to make things better. The answer is nothing, the narcissist is sick and needs help. And we need help to recover.
After I left my situation, I replayed conversations. I even watched 11 videos of abuse daily trying to heal and validate. It took me 30 days of watching abuse videos before one day it snapped. This is not my fault this guy is a major Ass and no one should be treated like that
Psychological Effects and Long-Term Impact
There will be long lasting emotional effects like not being able to trust someone again for a while. After what you lived through you are not going to want to trust that someone else won’t hurt you like that again.
Take it slow, build trust and if you see a red flag leave. It is up to you now. You will not be forced to be with someone you don’t want to be with. You have the choice to leave whenever you want and this is new and scary but kind of cool.
You may experience Cognitive dissonance, you love your abuser, but you hate your abuser. It’s confusing you fell in love with one version of your abuser and then left a completely different version. Your brain is trying to figure out which version is real.
You may also suffer from trauma bond. You were completely controlled by your abuser, now you are free and not sure how to function, you were not allowed to make your own decisions and now you are going to. You want to call for permission, no joke. But DON”T.
After what you lived through you are now a warrior who is returning from battle. You are not sure of who you are or what is healthy in a relationship vs. what is toxic. Take time and work through feelings.
Once you start finding yourself and finding your own core values it’s easier to navigate relationships. In the beginning you will be guarded and that is ok. You are in a protective mode, trying to avoid another narcissist.
Causes and Contributing Dynamics
The narcissist has been gaslighting, love bombing, and blame shifting.just to mention a few of their tactics. This leads to the deterioration of your self esteem and emotional well being. Never knowing what’s real and what is just a tactic of abuse.
After an extended period of time of being demeaned and devalued and it being instilled in you in everything you do. It would be impossible to not think that what is being said to you over and over again isn’t true.
When you are told you are worthless and a drain or that you're not smart or pretty over and over again. It becomes hard to ignore and you start to believe what you hear. It’s time now to start to rethink your true self. You are an amazing individual who deserves more.
It intensifies if you were also abused by a narcissist as a child. Being told that I was nothing, just a girl, and I better hope I can be a good wife. What else could I have done but become the best wife possible to the biggest narcissist yet.
If you were exposed to narcissistic treatment as a child you learned at an early age to not question your narcissist and just do what you're told. When you meet the next narcissist you fall right into your pattern of serving and obeying.
H2: How to Recover from Narcissistic Victim Syndrome
The first thing to do is to acknowledge what you’ve been through. Name it. Own it that you survived it. And be proud that you walked away from it. You are so amazingly strong for just that alone. Now you’re rebuilding yourself. Damn Superwoman!!!!
Set up your boundaries. And definitely explore black or gray rocking techniques. Yes it’s hard but so is everything you’ve been through. You will notice this strange peace within you once you block them on social media and from contacting you. You are truly FREE!!!!
Get help. You are a super hero, no doubt. But you need to talk to someone, a professional can guide you through your emotions and thoughts. And help you to work through the hard stuff. It’s worth every minute and penny.
Start to build the true you. The new you. The No longer being abused you. Find what makes you happy. Social groups, crafts, reading. Journaling, affirmations, meditation. Whatever works for you to connect with yourself and start liking you again and smile.
You need to be compassionate with yourself and patient. You are coming out of a war not just an everyday battle. Some days you might want to curl up like a potato on the coach with bon bons. That is ok. Try to move 1 step forward each day in healing.
But reward yourself when you can. You need down time. You have been fighting a battle no one knew about for a long time. Even soldiers in the war fields need a break once in a while and so do you.
Final Thoughts
NVS is a real thing. Doctors are exploring it more each day and developing new helpful options to help us in our healing. What we suffer from is not only PTSD, Depression, anxiety, etc. We have a complicated combination called Narcissist Victim Syndrome.
I was in my relationship for 30 years to a narcissist with a family full of narcissists, I had 2 narcissistic parents and 2 narcissist siblings. And today I help others recover from their narcissistic abuse. Is healing possible, yes. Is it a long journey Hell yeah.
The road is not easy and not straight, but there is a destination. It’s being your true authentic self, and being able to smile without being told to.